No!

Its a very short word, consists of only two letters, but I wouldnt be surprised if it is the hardest word to say in the whole wide world. In my world at least.

Oh well, I didnt mean to make such a big deal out of it. Its just.. I still have no idea how to say 'no' to someone nice and sweet, but empirically-proven has annoyed you in the past and most likely will do it again unless you say 'NO'?

This girl who I'm not really close with, has always nag me with questions about my ex. The story is soo last century, she is sooo not well-update, yet she acts like she knows every so-called juicy details about my ex that she's dying to spill. How she thinks I'm interested, I havent got a clue.

There were times when she would just popped in to my house, nonchalantly asked me why I broke up with my ex and how she couldnt understand it, and how grave the situation was according to her and the rest of the world but me, and how I have broke his heart, and lalalala, and then slept on my bed (after she told me she'll continue her story tomorrow coz now she was too tired).

She has questioned the ex's stuffs when I was still single, just broke up. And she has just done it again earlier today when I met her. I'm now attached and I was with my boyfriend when she did that. I really think she's mental.

Anyway, I tried to make a conversation with her, and I simply ask her about a test which she asked for my help months before. It was really such a harmless question.. At least I thought so..

Then came her answer, such an unthinkable answer, she said (while smiling, coz she's of course actually a nice person), "I'll tell you all about it later. I'll come over to your house soon." WAK!!! Whyyy?? Why did I have to try to converse with herr??

Anyway, of course I didnt say 'no, you cannot come to my house'. Instead, I smiled (weakly) and said, "Oukay.."

Whhyyy couldnt I say 'no'? --> 'No, I dont think that's a good idea', would be a quite appropriate answer, wouldnt it? And if it looks like she's gonna cry, just add, "We can meet up at a cafe sometime." At least she wont be barging into my personal life in my own crib! I can always leave the cafe anytime I like, but I cant just get out of my own house, to go to..where?

Anyway, like my bestfriend said, we can always defend ourselves from assholes, but we certainly powerless against a nice and sweet person although she can be as annoying as the assholes. The difference is only a smile away. I certainly lack the ability to say 'no' to people who smiles..